Past, Present ... Future?
to bury.
I really struggled.
forgetful I wanted to play and delete all traces of it remained in my memory. Imagine for a moment that never met him and his presence had been fleeting and invisible.
But do not think I worked hard enough.
Because the fact to remember his name, everything that ever felt back cn harder, turning with bitterness that in a moment meant everything to me, what gave me the strength to stand up after so many trips.
I wanted ...
Do you want? Perhaps
never know and for now, just be a blur in my memories, tormenting me an almost bestial, trying to convince a reality that I no longer live.
lie.
every time I lie and say I remember ever felt something.
lie because if I tell the truth, I'd be lying anyway.
lie because I have to feel afraid that I felt for him.
Because there are now someone else has the same essence and presence. Someone made me smile without trying and I owe the new sighs betray me every day trying to face the world.
anyone more pitiful trying to obscure the memory that has left the past.
But the saddest thing of all ...
is trying to tarnish the memory ...
... to make one more painful.
And this time, think not being able to forget so easily.
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